I've been gone a long time, and haven't uploaded anything new. I just recently got a new tablet, so hopefully I'll be getting new stuff out on more of a regular basis soon. Just wanted to let those still watching know that I haven't abandoned this account.

If love was easy, then it wouldn’t be special, and it wouldn’t be held so dear. When a relationship is meant to be, then those two people will fight for their lives to be with each other. There isn’t a damn thing that can tear them apart, because at least one of them will always stand up and keep them from falling.

Love is hard to get through, and it’s full of things that can hurt. However, there’s nothing else on this planet that two people will fight so hard for, because despite everything bad that can happen, the good things in that relationship meant to be are so great.

The simple fact is that every relationship goes through the same crap and hard times as the next; the only difference is in the ones that are right, they don’t let all that crap kill their relationship. They get through it, and they live on, because they have the ability to always see the good they still have. They know that what their fighting for is worth it.

Wow... I'm another year older, and for once, the past year has brought on some major changes. Past birthdays have for the most part seemed insignificant, with only little things changing here or there.
This past year has had some of the biggest effects on me. In the past year I lost my job due to the store closing, I've started school again, and I no longer suffer from depression. But, the biggest change was finding a wonderful girlfriend, whom I am very happy and grateful to be with.
I feel with the changes in my life I'm much happier, and my verve comes more easily. I can see my future more clearly than ever before, and I know what I need to do to get there.

I know this is my first journal with my new account; I've been lazy... Well, a couple months ago, my aunt, uncle, and their three kids, ages 10, 6, and 3, moved in with us. Ever since it's been utter chaos, and the house is always in complete disarray. I try to keep it clean, because the kids don’t pick up after themselves; oh hell no!

Privacy is about gone. I can’t go to as so much as the bathroom without somebody looking to see what I’m doing. The kids are very undisciplined, because anything you tell them to do, i.e. “pick up your mess”, they cry and scream.

Mornings are hell, too. Now, because of my schedule, I don’t get to bed until about 1:00 in the morning, so I need to sleep in on the weekends. Simple, huh? Wrong. At 7:00 they’re all up running laps around the freaking house upstairs, above my bedroom. If I want to sleep in, I should be able to sleep in! -_-

Ugh… I just want them to move out… right now… I… need… peace… Sorry about the rant, I’m just really stressed right now…